I drove by all the places we use to hang out getting wasted
I thought about our last kiss how it felt the way you tasted
And even thought your friends tell me you're doing fine
Are you somewhere feeling lonely even thought he's right beside you
When he says those words that hurt you, do you read the ones I wrote you?
Sometime I start to wonder was it just a lie
If what we have was real how could you be fine?
Cause I'm not fine at all
I remember the day you told me you were living
I remember the make up running down you face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia and forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next you
And the memories I never can scape
Cause I'm not fine at all
The pictures that you send me they're still living on my phone
And I admit that I like to see them
I admit I feel alone
And all my friends keep asking why I'm not around
It hurts to know you're happy and it hurts that you're not mine
Is hard to hear your name when I haven't see you in so long
It's like we never happen, what it just a lie?
If what we have was real, how could you be fine
Cause I'm not fine at all
I remember the day you told me you were living
I remember the make up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up which amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you and the memories I never can scape
If today I wake up with you righty beside me
Like all of this were just some twisted dream
I'll hold you closer than in ever did before
And you never slip away
And you never hear me say
I remember the day you told me you were living
I remember the make up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can scape
Cause I'm not fine at all
Tell me this is just a dream
Cause I'm really not fine at all